Can we get a helping hand? To Haiti? Already on the job-but as for this journal, could you just lend me a finger or two?


UUUUUUUGHHHHH I hate to do this, but I'm really frustrated at myself and maybe you guys have some tips? Ya? Grassyass~



In a nutshell - to make a long story longer -

Both my parents are working now, so it's just the kids home; which is weird and unusual for us.
Most of my friends are seniors THUS we're all occupied with jobs (except me) and preparing for college and moving on to bigger and better things. I.E. No time for friends and no friend time for me. A.K.A. unwanted independence.
Too much is happening too fast. But change is good. It's good.



I'm sure some of you have graduated already yes? Does any of this apply to you/sound familiar?

Can you help me out. Even if you haven't-I'm feeling really..herm....not lonely, but kind of. People are leaving or not around anymore for various reasons and i feel like I'm the runt left behind getting ready to catch up later. OR SOMETHING

It's not that i have nothing do do, I have PLENTY to do, but when there is down time I want to be spending my time better (running, building something, noticeable progress of any kind)Doing something for the better, whether it be my life or someone else's. (That's another thing. I'm 17 and I still don't have a license hehehe. so no driving.)

What should I do for motivational issues? Or wanting to get stuff done-DOING something-rather than sitting around reading, WONDERING, what i could/should/want to be doing. It's harder because I don't have a parent to kick me in the butt to do something for the majority of the day. It's not that i don't have responsibility or initiative, i just don't have the drive. WINTER BLUES